Tuesday, December 22, 2009

taking each day as it comes

So, Christmas is already here. Time has absolutely flown by. In the last month, I have celebrated as much as possible at Penn State, said goodbye to LifeLink which included a trillion hugs and tears, had a graduation "dan you's a sexy snitch bar" tour, GRADUATED, and moved home (only to find that my parents got me a REAL christmas tree and put more lights up outside just for me)! Bye, bye glank... hello Jamison. My 3.5 years at PSU have been the best of my life and I have my roommates to thank for that. My psu people have been such a motivation for me to do peace corps. If I'm having a rough time in Paraguay, I'll always be able to laugh at our memories, including the day we realized that we didn't qualify to get our "ya ya's" out. As we say, it's my time to finally be a "real person" and I know that Peace Corps is the perfect opportunity to do so. My life feels like kind of a whirlwind, but I'm trying to take each day at a time. I've thought about not doing certain things because it will make it harder for me to leave, but in the end... why should I hold back during my last couple months at home? So yes, I will indulge in the greasy american food, watch silly reality TV shows, and let people into my life. My heart is 100% fully indulged in this experience and I know that with a lot of hard work (accompanied by some tears and complaints, of course), I will be able to be very successful during my service. It's exactly what I want to do and now it's my time to test myself and see if I'm as strong/capable as I think I am. I'm confident that I am a good match for PC... so this better work out!!!! The challenges will be far outweighed by the rewarding eye-openers that are sure to change my perspective on life.

Anyway, I leave from Miami on Feb 8th and fly out to Paraguay shortly after. I wanted to make a couple of posts before leaving to make sure people knew how to access this blog and so that I could learn the ropes of it. These few months before leaving are also part of the whole journey and should be included as part of the whole experience. Keep following along, as I will try to update it as much as possible while abroad. Thanks for all the support!! It makes me more and more confident that I have made the right decision :) :)